masyaAllah. time really flies. 2011 was more than what i expected. or i may say, more than what my loved ones expected for me. the date is now 1-12-11 and tomorrow will be -50 days to my wedding day.
right now i am all alone. everything seems so dark. i don’t have him with me. i hope the days to come will be much better inshaAllah. i pray endlessly that everything will be alright for now, for the next 50 days and for the rest of our life together.
there are so much to think and so much to do. i need to be stronger than me. i need to make sure that i do my very best for that one most important day in our life. the day that will be the beginning of a new chapter in this journey through life. may Allah be with us. may he blessed us with his Hidayah and Taufiq until death do us part.
بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم . the countdown begins….